Sunday, July 4, 2010
Standing at the Crossroads
I keep handing out second chances like I can easily get over the hurt caused the first time,
I wear my heart on my sleeve but it finds its way into the hands of the wrong people,
I often wonder how this has come to be and I conclude
I’m at a turning point.
I make decisions that will most definitely have an impact on my future everyday,
Over and over again, I’m guilty of coming to God at the 99th hour - in my darkest moment,
I cry out to him for forgiveness, strength and what I want most,
He never seems to fail me,
I’m at a decisive moment in my life which God is helping me get through (but the guilt never leaves).
I’m at a crossroads, everything I considered wrong is now right,
The same morals I modelled myself after have become tainted in the world we live in,
My life has become more complicated than I could ever imagine,
I keep wondering about where I shall find myself from here, I guess I’ll just have to take the right turns here and there, so I end up on the right path... out of my crossroads.